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The Power of Rejection

I have not nearly spent as many years on earth as the great Socrates or Einstein would have done. But I know one thing. Jealousy is one of the most common traits instilled deep within.
So deep its roots are forgotten and has in itself become a tree so powerful and yet so ignored as a common mistake done by all. But I am not here to tell you about jealousy, rather a far milder form of it. Rejection.
All rejection definitely does not originate from jealousy, but rejection which I am particular about has. Now I am an average teenager at school. I one day decided to take part in the annual events of the school to showcase my ability. Something I was not sure of.
First time on stage, I was nervous and frightened. And as luck would have it, I did screw up on my début. I screwed up bad. I started to scream my butt of on the stage. To everyone else it supplies with hilarious comical material for the rest of my remaing school life.
Now seriously I have to admit I am a short tempered person and cannot stand being insulted for a long duration. Yet my friends decide to take that screw up and have haha’s at the expense of my humiliation. What do I do in a situation like this.
IF I get angry with them I am suppose to “lighten up” and if I stay quiet my heart torments me and kills me. Ofcourse I could be more tolerant. But couldn’t they be more supportive. I guess I have to conceal all my hatred within me since who cares about a reject. That is my life.